Tester lorence started around 2020. I was questioning who is my muse and couldn't really make my mind. But, I saw her through her actions and stages in life. From her being dropped of at 16 in the middle of nowhere, find mister perfect, becoming something she's not, running away from her past life and finally being stoned to death for being her real self. i wanted to leave the end open because you can't break a woman.