LIVE IS UNDER AND OVER AND CLOTHES ARE MY SECOND SKIN, MY HOME, MEMORIES WITH WHICH I WALK THROUGH IT.
I SEE CLOTHES AS MY SECOND SKIN, MY SECURITY, MY SAFE SPACE, MY MEANS OF EXPRESSION.
AS A THIRD SKIN IN THE FORM OF A HOME THAT GROWS OUT INTO SPACE. ENVELOPS ME, SURROUNDS ME, GIVES ME STRENGTH, IRRITATES ME. FILLING A ROOM WITH COLOUR, DECORATING IT. A PROTECTIVE COVER THAT I CAN PUT ON MYSELF, DEFORMS MY BODY, RESHAPES IT, SO THAT I DON'T HAVE TO BE ME AND AT THE SAME TIME BE THE ME THAT I WANT TO BE.
THIS WORK IS ABOUT BIG GESTURES AND SMALL INCONSPICUOUS SHIFTS. CLOTHES ON THE BODY, IN SPACE, FALSE CLOTHES, OBJECTS, HATS AND pigtails. IT'S ABOUT HIDING AND BEING SEEN. OCCUPYING SPACE, SHARING SPACE AND CREATING SPACES. CREATING DREAMS AND FULFILLING WISHES.
IT'S ABOUT A GREAT CONFUSION IN LIFE, CHAOS AND ANGER, AS WELL AS SADNESS.
HOLES IN THE CHEST, IN THE HEART AND IN THE CLOTHES.
LAYERS UPON LAYERS OF CLOTHES, DIVISIBLE SYSTEMS, CONNECTED BY BUTTONS, SEPARABLE, DETACHABLE. THUS ALSO ABOUT LETTING GO, SEPARATION AND FAREWELL.
VOLUMES THAT EMERGE, SHIFTS. HABITS OF SEEING THAT I WANT TO QUESTION AND REDEFINE OR NOT DEFINE AT ALL.
I DRESS, I UNDRESS. WHAT IS UNDERNEATH? WHAT IS BEHIND?
WHAT IS IN FRONT?
IS THERE A FRONT AND A BACK, A TOP AND A BOTTOM? I STAND ON MY HEAD, IN A HANDSTAND. SEEING LIFE UPSIDE DOWN, WEARING MY CLOTHES BACKWARDS. A COLOURFUL PROTECTIVE COVER THAT ENVELOPS AND STRENGTHENS ME.
WHAT IS UNDER THE CLOTHES WHEN THERE IS NO SKIN?
STUFFED PARTS, MEMORIES, A SECOND LAYER OF SKIN. A SKIN WITH TRACES OF MEMORIES, OR SIMPLY FEELINGS, BODY PARTS, FABRIC, COLOUR AND PILLOWS?
RAGE AND BEING ANGRY, SYSTEMS AND RULES THAT CONFINE ME, SEEM UNCHANGEABLE. I WANT TO SCREAM, DANCE AND RAGE, HAVE ENERGY, CREATE CHANGE. I AM AFRAID OF BECOMING THE SYSTEM I WANT TO CHANGE. TO BECOME SOMETHING AT ALL. TO BECOME AN ADULT.
BUT HOW, WHERE AND WHEN?
WHERE IS MY INNER CHILD NOW? HOW CAN WE LIVE TOGETHER?
IT WANTS TO BE SEEN, WANTS TO BREAK OUT, RUN AROUND AND CHANGE.
BRING COLOUR INTO A GREY LIFE, IRRITATE INSPIRE.